Sometimes when I feel like wining
Though no sure what it's all about
And,losing it all again, never mind
At once-to the limit;moreover a while
I can only wonder,how strange it is
About being,
And feeling being all into it!

~ Shashi Raj Pandey

When I tried to shoot up way high
Lamely garnished,these desires aim none
Look!This sky is with millions of stars!
Why just to look for that shiny one
In fact,a stranger is your only friend
Who'll never give you chance to lose
He comes in-goes out so easily;unnoticed
This gravity of greed is to be understood 

~

Ignorance!

In every colors of a rainbow
From where they glitters by
Not as easily happy,or annoyed
Just a passenger telling me lie!

A bout of wisdom to be called
And my plastic life - no joy
When it gets louder to be heard
I will plant me another noise.

~ Shashi Raj Pandey

That day, when I was told sharp
Life is all about colors,
And meaningless without -
I was all black and white.

Somebody,I don't remember who
Wisely fixed me up with some glue
And, then painted me a color
That was blended deep,dark blue
Now, I ain't no black and white
But that doesn't makes things right
No color lives long with these clouds
And there's no limit to paint the sky.
I was better with no color,before
When life was all black and white
At least,I used to feel happy then
Around,my hopes that behold all bright.
~ Shashi Raj Pandey

Under the sun -
I kept gazing all day
Bright though,
My surreal dream;
Out of nothing
Peeks me this way
I ignore!
It sinks under somehow
Into a self-pasted epidermis;
Hopes.
These are nothing ,but
Late layers of unwelcomed relationships
I laugh human a little then after
Well practiced - may it be
A day without sun
It's an odd life to live.
~ Shashi Raj Pandey

And,because it was not
As easy as once thought
Why crippled-it broke away
Then slowly laughed ,and lost
These shattered smile - mine
No smooth chase ; no kind
What life is after all , but
O' my unconscious mind.
~

Blind - albeit ,
A balance for promises to keep.
An obscure understanding,
Without gravity to hold
And fix your weight
Into the ground.
A realization,however life-
So far to go.But
My steps take nowhere
From here.
At this point of confusion,
I'm jumping off on things
Some stupid statement
And,blank narratives I don't know.
"Nothing makes sense ! "
Probably,
The only thing that stays
When you are fragile
From within.
~ Shashi Raj Pandey

An oddly mapped story;
Have you ever felt this way
My hostages -
Your expectations all over
Someday,
How I wish so,
I could deceive easily
A small act of "socialization"
In my head.
A sacred journey to solitude
Long away.
But,- that show is over now!
Never mind
We have some more time here.And
I've another synopsis to offer;
An oddly mapped story-
My life.
~ Shashi Raj Pandey

Entangled within,
Life has been strange these days
And,without any direction
Incomprehensible-
It's slightest appearance;
A mirage of desperation
To grow.
Well crafted ,
From the very beginning
Rooted thoughts are these
About-
To be or, not to be
I can only hope;
It won't last long though,
Above mere sophistication
There' d be something sparkling.
~ Shashi Raj Pandey

Whose laughter are these,sound so high?
Given,or some rambling words picked by
Why to be the one - you adore so well
As long as 'you' are, just be yourself.
~

With little curdle
I have sheltered myself
A day, a week or some months
I don't know
Might life slap such blow -
No can stand
I see clouds without silver linings;
They do glow though
Someway,
I feel wrapped tight today
And my soul offers wrinkled love
But some greens ,
And blue and colors I'd show
With a glimpse of your smile
In my head , In my head !
Before the end,
Let's not live a farewell
It's then miracle happens
Against all odds.
~ Shashi Raj Pandey