Nameless..

I don't have a name you want;it's same old me
With similar naive thoughts.Yet,but let it be
My childhood days;the best I have ever lived
So far.And your magic back then was believed
Not just taken.And you owe me nothing else now
A heart full of sorrow;it's just mine somehow.
Dark is in my head-and no your skin is my face
It's hollow look at me;and bone's stitches to case
All over.From every depth of goodness they could
And trying their best to shape me-and no one would.
Something that kept me nameless;I'd always wanted that
You could never poke my beliefs so sharp.And then what
Would daunt after-A name for a face you gave to be proud
And take me somewhere-'a stranger for an unknown crowd'

~Shashi Raj Pandey

I don't remember at times;I feel
It's all about believing
Above all-deep in my heart
I know that little.
And,
Whenever they will come;good things
In whatever ways no matter
Just lift your hands and get it
You can.
Yes,you can
A believer you are now-
Little children in the uphill
In wonderful colors of joy you dance.
And you don't worry but wonder.
Beautiful!You know it all,
The art of giving.
Hope,happiness-love
And,you always have a big space;
That much in you for all,and
You never care for else.
Nothing.You believe-
Life is a rootless tree,
Gifted from above.

~Shashi Raj Pandey

These parallel conversations-
The silent and the spoken
Should I laugh at myself,or
It's a felony-you have different rules here.
To respect one's insanity;that's good,above the ground
Because,
You always wanted to hide.
Nervous,and weak-hearted' all are
Not just at times,and only you.
I am not different at all.
More often I follow haunted traits.
And nowhere you find today as me
These trails of melancholy,
Empathy-ruminations;
Free walk.
But isn't that an adventure
You'd always wanted in
Life.

~Shashi Raj Pandey

Falling away from-yet near to the shore
I wonder if raining' is a magic you know
When you feel low with love,and alone
"Don't play on me,I don't want it more"
I'd say.But you won't stop for a while
And would soak me all day in melancholy
Like clouds;darkened and all over sky
Memories-how bad it may,it will grow.
Anyway.

~Shashi Raj Pandey

Goodbye Summer..

To the winter of valley-
How you always surround me in nostalgia
As for now; mountains are less brighter
And snow is melting with tears
I wonder how you will be-a month after now
Or can you stay like this forever.
Things are a never changing circle-in times
Of stagnation ', but heart always wants difference. Even then
Can it be, these breeze will never run out
And these mountains ' always stay white
And greens will be greener -more charm, and
Beautiful 'd be an essence of the surviving.
Let's hope for tomorrow morning,
I see a winter ' again;and be happy like as before
Goodbye summer.

~Shashi Raj Pandey

Just Like That

Just like that-
You won't believe it.
But it's been like this for a  long time.
A skeptic head is better than a sarcastic one.
With less on hand- An hour glass is  our life
No one can turn it-upside down,
While age remains , and youth is gone
Just like that.

~ Shashi Raj Pandey

After a short moment of sanity
Don't you want a dose of clarity?
A sudden realization-that pollutes
What is called a conscious mind you have.
You almost believed!
A liar I am.
For happiness is short,and as of life;
You have no idea.
Long long way to go my friend-
A little more of that is life.
Just a little more!

~Shashi Raj Pandey